tiring

it's super crazy! tahun depan dah nak SPM, tak boleh main-main. SPM sangat penting. cikgu tusyen cakap "result PMR korang sebelah mate pun orang tak pandang bile dah nak SPM nanti. SPM adalah penentuan segala galanye". penentuan untuk ke university. gila! i'm not ready. terase baru semalam masuk sekolah menengah, baru semalam dapat result PMR. sekarang dah nak SPM pulak, hanya tinggal setahun di bangku persekolahan. lepas ni tak dah tak rase la pakai unifom sekolah, baju putih dan kain biru. sekarang semua orang umurnye semakin bertambah, begitu juga aku. i think i have to change for good! no more fooling around, no more hanging out, no more talking nonsense, especially no more doing ridiculous stuff. you have to grow up girl! study more, help mum and more in studying. i don't want to think about the sissy things. focus on what you want and always pray to Allah. i'm determine to make my parents and myself proud. no more regrets. insyaAllah in Allah's will. lovie you mum dad! thanks for being my parents!:)