who is?

as the time went by, i really felt you were getting further away from me. its like some kind of psycho alien took you away.making me felt that you weren't by my side. maybe its not you, its me. i'm being over sensitive about everything. it was such childish of me for doing that. sometimes i felt, you were very cold to me. maybe you said no, but that was what i felt. try sleeping with a heartache. see how you can coat up with that. i really miss laughing with you, listening to all your jokes. you make me really happy. but some how, we fought often these days. i don't even know why. maybe, its because i'm very busy, and we hardly met. i'm really sorry for that. i don't mean it to happen this way. i really hope that our relationship will last, and will be as before. please forgive me. i really want you to be like before. i don't like being hurt..sorry~