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tensi beb! gila oh gila. exam susa la bodoh. hari ni physics II dan sejarah II. memang pecah kepale fikir. esok addmath pulak. letih berfikir. bile mahu rehat?damn. 


hari ni aku dah dapat surat untuk pegi central training. kate cg, training start esok. hari ni dah kne pack barang. petang esok pegi daftar dan hari jumaat mula. tapi kan, weekand ni aku kene pergi kl, ade konvo abg aku, so nampaknye aku tak training lagi. tunggu hari ahad pulak. dah la exam dekat sekolah orang. memang tak best langsung. aku tak suke. chemistry susah bangang.


kirenye, by next week, aku dah tak pergi sekolah. aku exam dekat sekolah orang lain. aku kene say bye-bye kat kawan kawan aku esok. lagi pun, cuti nanti pun maybe dan 98% sure tak akan jumpe. sebab aku sibuk dengan sukan dan family aku. alamatnye, 3 minggu la tak jumpe. takpe la, lepas cuti nanti jumpe balik. kirenye, ni last post aku sampai cuti nanti pulak.


hari ni aku tak nampak pun kau. sebabnye, aku pun tak pasti. aku tak bagi tau lagi kat kau pasal mende ni. sori la, malam ni aku cakap kot. kau macam tak nak layan aku je kan? takpe la, aku rase kalau tak bagi tau pun same je kan, kau pun tak kesah. tak jumpe 1 hari ke, 3 minggu ke, same je bagi kau. oke la, blah~

who is?

as the time went by, i really felt you were getting further away from me. its like some kind of psycho alien took you away.making me felt that you weren't by my side. maybe its not you, its me. i'm being over sensitive about everything. it was such childish of me for doing that. sometimes i felt, you were very cold to me. maybe you said no, but that was what i felt. try sleeping with a heartache. see how you can coat up with that. i really miss laughing with you, listening to all your jokes. you make me really happy. but some how, we fought often these days. i don't even know why. maybe, its because i'm very busy, and we hardly met. i'm really sorry for that. i don't mean it to happen this way. i really hope that our relationship will last, and will be as before. please forgive me. i really want you to be like before. i don't like being hurt..sorry~

subway

the exam is here again. few days past and there are still 2 weeks more to go. when will it ever end?maniac! by next week, maybe my exam will be distracted. i'm going to a sports event soon, but not sure. my teacher didn't received any letter yet. so we just have to wait. before this, i really can't wait for the school  holiday. i wanna have fun! but now, just forget about it. my holidays turn into a nightmare. it isn't a holiday anymore. and i can't spent time with friends and families. stupid sport! i wish i don't have to. but i don't want to disappoint my parents and teachers. mostly my parents actually. they're really supportive. 

hippo

bla bla bla. pagi tadi ade kem addmath kat sekolah. boleh tahan la best nye. yang pasti aku tak menyesal pergi. sronok la jugak. lame aku tak luang mase ngan kawan. nak lepak takde mase. spent mase blaja pun kire oke la tu. dalam dewan suare kiteorang je yang bising. lumrah kate kan. bising bising pun kerje siap pe. cukup syarat la kot. 


lepas kem, ade tuisyen pulak. aku ade 1 cite klaka la kot. pelik pun ye jugak. tadi blaja chemy. pagi dah ade class, mesti la petang dah letih kan. tido pun tak sempat. so, mase aku tengah salin nota kat papan putih tu, boleh pulak aku tertido. sampai termimpi mipi lagi. padahal aku tengah tulis. pastu, aku tekejut bile kawan aku tegur kenape aku tulis macam cacing kerawit je. bile aku sedar je, nota dah pun siap aku salin. pelik betul. biarlah tulisan tak cantek pun. asal boleh bace. 

dripin

hari ni sudah 3 hari bulan may. sekejap sangat mase berlalu. rase tak sangke dah nak dekat setengah tahun aku berade di tingkatan 4. makin hari umur makin tambah. cuti baru baru ni amat membosankan. pagi, pentang, siang dan malam ade kelas tuisyen. rase nak muntah pun ade. masuk ke tak aku belajar tu, main hentam je. 2 minggu lagi nak exam. aku betul betul tak ready. masih tak sedar diri. buku sikit pun aku tak sentuh. gile perasan kau pandai sangat. nak kate aku spent time main mende cyber ni, tak la sangat. aku on kadang-kadang je. tonton tv?pun jarang. tiap-tiap hari, balik lewat. lepas tu, cakap-cakap dengan mak aku, naik bilik terus tido. ade hari, hati aku tergerak jugak nak bace buku, tapi bile bukak je buku, baru bace 1 baris ayat, terus terase mengantuk dan aku pilih untuk tido. bodoh kan?membazir mase senang-senang cam tu je. aku memang tak pandai menghargai langsung. sedar lah diri kau tu semek.:P 

sape sape yang nak jadi kaye kan, aku cadangkan korang jual ubat rajin. konfem la korang jadi jutawan nanti. aku memang tabeb la sape yang boleh cipta ubat tu. i'll be your first customer. haha :)