May 11, 2011

harsh

hey ! i haven't write for a while. I've been busy lately, and have gone through so much. happiness , sadness, weirdness  and all sort of things. it's funny when you thought of it, people really do change in time. but i don't have any power to change it back. i feel like i don't have a heart anymore. this feelings are even worst than having a breakup. i don't know who's fault it is but i guess i don't mind. i really want us to befriends again. if you were mad at me, why don't you said so?i like it if you're honest with me. we've been friends for so long and how could you don't care about how i feel.

A walks with B all the time. C does not mind as they all are friends. when D came by, C and D walk and talk together, A and B maybe a little bit mad. after a while, A and B did not talk to D and then to C. C does not know what was the problem. A treats C as cold as ice. A always ask B or E to go somewhere with but not C or D. C was in front of A but A did not say a thing but only chitchat with B and E. A have work to do but only do it with B. A is mad at C because did not do the work. C cannot do it when A did not give any of the work. A only say by mouth. now, A and B are friends with D but not with C. So C is left alone without a care. C rather back down and not go than being left alone living in others shadow.


When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile.

March 29, 2011

oh my!

When you forget me
And you don't remember my name
Not even a memory
Somewhere in the back of your brain
I won't be offended
Cause I'll always know that the day
Will come when I'm not enough to make you stay
Tell me it's not possible that we could break
But nothing is illogical, believe me
Like falling stars over your head

They've been bound to burn out, burn out
Crashing 'cause I'll never get over you, never over you
You are so beautiful, yeah
I'll always love you
Oh believe it or not
Baby that's not enough to, not enough to
Stop these falling stars over your head
They've been bound to burn out, burn out
Crashing 'cause I'll never get over you, never over you
You are so beautiful, yeah

"You can avoid reality, but you cannot avoid the consequences of avoiding reality."- Ayn Rand

March 19, 2011

February 10, 2011

GARY

oh blogger! sorry for not touching you for a long time. truly i missed you. i have been busy lately. now it is already February. i'm facing my early year exam and it is almost done, left only one more day. i have so much to tell but don't know where to begin. i already turn 17 last January. i'm a big girl now, no more fooling around. i have to work hard for my SPM. it is really important to set my future. this year is really tough, tones of homework, loads of notes and so much to read. i'm feeling that i'm lack of information. so so nervous about the BIG TEST. 
i also missed my friends. i wish i could hang out with them a whole day, that will be satisfying. no more to say, all ideas had gone. =)